Celebration Blues

One year ago, I was working at Knott's Berry Farm. Today, I'm not necessarily working, but I'm still at work. Probably two years ago, I was at work. During this past Winter break, I was in AV on duty. Spring break I stayed in AV as well. I don't do holidays; I'm becoming numb to celebrations and excitement, and when ever I'm actually present to be at a celebration, I'm usually alone.